2010-12-03T20:28:00.000-08:00

My name is Susan, im 13 years old, I live in Devon, England.

Im 5"2, thin, pale skin, green eyes, shoulder length black hair.

Im a lesbian, how do I know im a lesbian ? When any boy gets close to me I feel uncomfortable, I shiver and shrink when a boy touches me, yes some things have happened to me, but that’s not important here, im not looking for sympathy. But I don’t like boys.

When I "dream," I think of girls, I think of girls doing things to me, im what I think is called a submissive, why don’t I know, well I have tried to ask, and the only thing I have found out is im evil, a slut, and quite a few other things.

So I used the net, I have been in many over 18 sites, have asked questions and read many other peoples ideas, in the end I believe im not evil, or any thing else than an individual, weather or not the old peps like it or not, I know what my sexuality is, and my preferences.

In both I have had no help from school, or any one else, do a search for young lesbian, all u will find is porn, in all the millions of web sites, all the billions of £ $ spent, no one seems to realise that peps my age are sexually aware, well that not quite true, if I wanted to do it with a boy, then I could get free rubbers from the school nurse, or the pill from my doctor.

It’s a scandal when a under 16 gets preg, looks bad for the school, so the boys have arranged things so they can do what they like to us, with out facing paying the bills for a baby. But when I started asking about what a lesbian is or submission, im evil doomed to go to hell.

Well I have news for u boys, ill see you there, im not your play thing now nor will I ever be.
What im hoping from posting this blogg, is to find people to talk to, no im don’t want a every male perv on the planet telling me I don’t know what im talking about, I use the girls only chat room, at http://chat-avenue.com/, guess what, there are more boys in there than girls, and most are pervs, I have been threatened with rape and be killed, every day some one asks for kiddie porn, horse or dog sex, feet, and incest or baby rape in a convo isn’t uncommon. Isn’t there any where for peps like me, some where safe, some where we can just be our self’s, talk to other girls, if you look in http://www.help.com and other places you will see I have asked.

So if any one out there knows of a safe location for me please let me know, and the other under 18's in the room deserve some where safe as well, even if they do like boys. The site cant or wont clean the room up, I have reported it to every tv news, news paper, USA and UK police, including the Ecrime unit at new Scotland yard, and the FBI at Atlanta, which I think is about the same in the USA. Not a single one has even bothered to reply.

If there are any lesbians out there that are willing to talk to me, or can offer any advice then thank you, if any one can help put a stop to what’s going on in the girls only room then again thank you. But the fact a 13 year old has to try and organise this, means all you old peps are to busy being greedy, or killing, drunk driving, and all the other important things u do.

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Thanks you for taking the time and trouble.susan

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